my shirt turned blue
it was supposed to be purple.
funfair.
that stupid retarded dinner that i hate.
forced to wait for that bloody bus for half an hour.
got screamed at for ASKING if there's time for me to go home before going for the dinner.


what is wrong with my life.
why is it so screwed that i dont understand anything anymore?
what is the reason for my existence.
i dont see the point of doing all these, when she apparently doesnt appreciate it.
nothing matters anymore. nothing.