i just know i'm gonna fail something this term
there's only 9 days left before my first paper, yet i'm like
totally not studying.
i'm not nervous
neither am i excited
nor am i scared
or tensed.

it just feels like any other day to me.

ooooooooooh yea. i've gone abnormal :D

today was weird.
went to JE with lizhen.

1) yuhong +zhijie
2) kangchyi +xiuhui
3) pauline +joanne
4) lincoln + albert
5) germaine
6) nicole -____-
7) xinyi + yewhui
8) genevieve
9) my sis's primary sch friend, justin

these, are the people i saw when i was at JE, happily eating hot fudge sundae.
is JE that small? -_______-
or is it too popular.

whatever. tmr's a holiday.
i'm going shopping.

quizzes, coped from mutang's blog.

What Your Playing Cards Tell About Your Future

Right now is a time of warning and caution for you. Your emotions are currently tied to changes in your home. You may be receiving a visitor soon or changing your address. Your closest friend has been fantastic... as long as you're not romantically involved. Whenever you have a sweetie, your friend seems to get distant and jealous. The near future will bring you major disputes and arguments. Things could end in a lawsuit, a separation, or divorce. Beware of some very bad news. This may mean the loss of someone close - or the loss of a close relationship.

The Playing Card Test

hah. i wish it all come true.

MY MUM MADE STRAWBERRY CHEESECAKE! :D:D

it's amazing how i'm not 100000kg by now -____-

the 3 consecutive days i saw my girlfriend<3

okay! i've decided to blog.

friday, 26/9

uhm. oh yes.
school was okay, THIS IS THE FIRST TIME I COULDNT FINISH THE COMP LESSON HW! D:
argh.
went to dhoby ghaut to collect weijie's present hehhhh.
supposed to go mug with yuning, but didnt ._.
LYDIA'S SO NICE.
she put the keychains into a very nice box for me hahaha
and even provided me with alcohol wipes to keep the keychains shiny!
ohwell, i hope weijie likes it heh.
reached home, chiongchiongchiong.
bathe change blahblah.
for the first time in a zillion months, i boarded the holy 242 bus that i used to take everyday when i was in primary school. i totally forgot how everything looked like, and how fast it took to reach my destination.
so i waited for weijie. i was 20minutes early LOL.
but she chionged down too, so i waited for like, only 10minutes? thank god.
crossed the road to CITY HARVEST CHURCH. hohohohoho. met ivan, weijie's cellgroup's leader and PAPA LOL. and jieyi, also weijie's "sister", who is in the same cellgroup i think. they're all so nice! :D and friendly. and jieyi actually knows who i am thanks to weijie. i think she is telling everyone she knows about someone named amanda.
WE SAW JESLYNN AND SHIMIN.
okay, for those who dont know. they're my primary school classmates.
it was totally WEIRD, i tell you. and thus, being the shy me, (hurhurhur pukesgagsvomitdies) i didnt dare approach them LOL. well, we werent on the best of terms in primary school either. and i guess that didnt change over 1.5years of not seeing each other.

HOWEVER, the concert was GREAT!
lots of singing, (thankgod. i've not been singing my heart out for a long time now, so this was totally stress-relieving), lots of jumping, (i didnt jump, weijie did.), and lots of amen-ing. (they say amen after almost every sentence. it's new to me, so i couldnt catch up with some stuff they did.), and lots of praying.( this was okay. i know how to pray. just not in tongues. in fact, i freaked out a little when they prayed in tongues.)
tongues is sorta a language or a way you communicate with God, and you acquire this skill when you're baptised, as quoted from jieyi. wow. you're bathed in holy water and WA LA~ you're able to speak tongues. it feels a bit weird, though.
went to visit danying cause she's sick. awwww, they're so nice. if someone visited me when i'm sick, i think i'll just recover immediately. LOL.
weijie left first, to meet clarence. (that impatient guy that doesnt know how to wait, and who looks like a drug addict. you will not believe he's just 16 cause he looks ancient. this is one guy i not hesistate to kill.) hmph.
went home with jieyi etcetcetc. talked more about church and stuff ;D

saturday, 27/9

met weijie at 12.30pm.
she left her wallet at home LOL. so her mum brought it out for her. tsk.
we went trying on skinnies LOL. just to find out the sizes. looks like we're all size 25s.
LONG JOHN! ate lunch there lah. weijie met this person that was with them during the walk a jog @ mount faber thingy. and we saw bingxing (shinan's bro) as well. i didnt see him at first. weijie noticed first, and i freaked out just a little bit.

once again, clarenceeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee the bugger came to find her. so we took the train to JE tgt. went to find yuning to mug while the couple went to IMM :D
a totally unproductive mugging session. i was so sianed diao after awhile.
MATHS SUCK. afterall.
physics is still a total blur for me, and everything else is screwed lah,basically :D
right now, i'm TRYING to concentrate on geography cause that's the easiest to score.
right after, is bio, followed by lang arts. maths, hist, physics and chinese are the murderers. i'm gonna sue them when i earn enough money.

went to bugis after collecting my purple FBT :D:D:D:D:D and my refund of 18bucks heh.
shopshopshopshopshop. bought a shirt. didnt buy any pants cause i just preordered two skinnies. i'm still receiveing birthday presents even though a few billion days have passed -.-


i'll blog about today when i have the time.
i'm totally zonked out. i need my sleep.
budden, i still have tons of work to do.
byebyebyebyebyebyebyebyebyebye

I JUST CAME BACK FROM A CONCERT!
it rocked, naturally.

with weijie too!
so it's like. 1000% rock.

hoho.

will talk more bout it tmr.

yayyayyayyay! i love lang arts. but i do not like miss goh.

OKAYYYY.
today was REALLY REALLY NICE.

time zoomed passed LOL.

but lizhen didnt come today ): she's sickkkkkk.
take care alrights!

history was okay, geog was okay. group work LOL. ended up crapping about random stuff.
recess was okay too.

mutang tried on the BF tee and IT FITS HER. amazingly. LOL
hahaha. before i folded up the sleeves and the bottom, it was 100% too big for her.
AND SHE'S GONNA BUY THE BLACK ONE AGAIN!
though she's considering buying both the black and the white one.
:D

science was BORINGGG. as usual.
but mutang sat beside me so it was alright. got someone to crap with.
did corrections for the assignment. boringgggg.
she made so many mistakes lah! that @#$%^&*( tcher -.-
and because she made so many mistakes, mutang said "she's a mistake".
hehhhhhh.
but she actually said we're her fastest class LOL.
the only class where she had time to finish teaching everything.
well, 2E rocks, eh?

CHINESE.
so-so lo. whaddya expect?
come in scream scream scream, do zuowen, scream scream scream.
lesson end :D

SPEEEEECH AND DRAMMMMMAAAAA.
i've been looking forward to this since i dont know when.
it was quite fun!
i think we did great. hehhhh.
AND.
ANDDDD.
ANDDDDDDDDDD.
miss goh was there and she talked abit about the plagiarism thingy again.
so everyone started going out to check whether they're the culprits.
but obviously, it's the guys lah! -.-
it's not a wasted trip anyway. I FOUND OUT SOMETHING THAT MADE MY DAY! :D
hehhehhehhhhhhh.
how stunning [:

maths was alright too, of course.
we went t the hall for some crap thingy and the 2 J, K, L ppl were there playing captains ball.
saw yuning, cx, etcetc.
I TELL YOU. 2K PLAY CAPTAINS BALL DAMN HIONG LAH!
crazy pigs.
even the girls are running and jumping and smacking and whatevering.
it's CRAZY
so i got stunned and didnt do the maths at all LOL.
so yes. i went homeeeeeeee and started blogshopping again.

ADIEU, my 1-year-old bottle ]:

I LOST MY OLD NIKE BOTTLE ):

the one merwyn gave me as a birthday present last year.
i really liked it. dang ):

ohwell.
i'll start using the bottle weijie gave me for my bday :D
what a coincidence. i lost my bottle after she gave me the bottle 4 days ago.

i'm quite happy today.
though chinese sucked AS USUAL
langarts was quite fun. miss goh drew lots to arrange the speech thingy
i was supposed to be first, being register no. 1
but i ended up being the last in class to present after drawing lots :D:D:D
and thennnnnnnn. miss goh said that my 'about a boy' essay was very well done ._.
HEHHHHHHHHH :D:D:D

but this doesnt mean her lessons arent boring anymore -___-


recess felt longer than usual too!
though it was quite fun. chatting and ___.
CID was okay too. super slack. but i'll need to finish the entire report by myself.
hohoho.
i dont mind, really. i love writing reports :D
nownownow, the sad thing is, i lost my bottle right after CID.
i dont know if i left it in the lab or in 2H
in any case, IT'S GONE ):
gonegonegonegonegone.


science was OKAY too. i'm getting the hang of it.
and i think i need to speak softer LOL. everything i talk to lizhen, the class will suddenly become very quiet and the teacher could hear what i was telling her.
like last week. during miss goh's lesson, she was asking the class what type of structure is this or sth. so i told lizhen, "it's anti-climax." then she went, "really meh?"
so when i replied, " YEA, IT'S ANTI-CLIMAX!"
i think it came out abit too loud. and miss goh heard it and went, " YES THAT'S RIGHT" -___-
i didnt even wanna ans her question.

today was the same. jeanne lim asked us if anyone has finished drwaing the ray diagram. no one answered cause they were all busy drawing. so when i finished like a few seconds later, i went, "I FINISH ALREADY" to LIZHEN, but again. jeanne lim heard -____- and showed the stupid diagram to the class.

it SOUNDS like they're compliments, but seriouslyyyyyyy. 'compliments' from a teacher i dont really like (miss goh) and from a teacher i totally hate (jeannelim), it's more -_____- than :D
if you get what i mean.


comm meeting was.
so-so.
wasnt really looking forward to it anyw.

OH ANDDDD.
I FINALLY, FINISHED, FILING, ALL THE WORKSHEEEEETS! :D:D:D:D:D

Virgo - Your Love Profile

Your positive traits: You're incredibly thoughtful and able to give your partner what they need most. You are totally logical. You can deal with problems without involving your emotions. A good work ethic. You'll do whatever it takes (within reason) to make your relationship work. Your negative traits: Sometimes you are so focused on your goals that you let your relationships suffer You tend to be a perfectionist - and expect perfection from your mate as well You are picky. So picky that you rather be single than with someone who has a few minor faults. Your ideal partner: Values success in life as much as you do Fits a checklist of qualities you've been looking for since childhood Like you, is more practical and realistic than romantic Your dating style: Active. You're a bit hyper, so you'd prefer a date that involved rollerblading in the park or hiking. Your seduction style: You may seem a bit shy, but once you open up to someone - you're totally uninhibited You like to set the scene first - candles, music, nice sheets A bit obsessed with cleanliness, you may want to shower first with your love Tips for the future: Soften up a little. Vulnerability is sexy - and feels great over time. Lower your standards a little. Look past a messy desk or someone being five minutes late. Praise your partner more. You make expect them to be successful, but complements are still appreciated. Best color to attract mate: Navy blue Best day for a date: Wednesday

What's Your Love Profile?

it's mostly true, i guess.

people around me have been making it sound as if it's wrong to be a perfectionist.

thursday

ruth cherie cx weiping germaine came to my house to bake cookies.
more information, CHINGXING's blog please [:

friday

boring schoooool day.
cca, presented the cookies to the tchers.
blahblah.
mr tay came! LOL.
he's damn damn damn pro [:

today.

mutang and szenee came to my house for S&D stuff LOL
it was HILARIOUS.
we had so many NGs at first cause it was so darndarndarn funny. and we just cant stop laughing
hahahahahaha.
it got better, though!
WE MEMORISED OUR SCRIPTS :D

inside jokes:
" Please hold my....."
" and 6 dollars under properties........"
" HEHHEHHEH"

the last one. is my spastic laughter. LOL
in an attempt to get used to the audience laughing, i tried to distract them and ended up laughing a super spastic laugh which made the two of them laugh like madmadmadmadmad.
it was fun, i tell you.

the meme quiz

okay. THE MEME QUIZ, stolen from CHINGXING.


1. There are 30 questions.
2. Next to each number, write only the name of the person who fits.
3. Answer one question with one name.
4. Don't tell the questions to anyone who isn't doing the meme.


1) jiayu
2) sylvia
3) hanee
4) kaixin
5) hubert
6) germaine
7) zeming
8) WEIJIE♥
9) any of my friends
10) my mum's friend
11) mutang
12) bella in vampire form
13) yunyi
14) szenee
15) qinghe LOL
16) pekkhoon
17) chongtat
18) mutang again
19) yuning
20) mouse lee
21) mouse lee againnnn
22) my sister
23) mouse lee again
24) kangchyi
25) Edward.
26) my pet turtle
27) God [:
28) i dont know what's hat
29) EDWARDDDDD :D
30) this isnt that hard..

pangseh-ers.

stop spoiling my mood.

phoneeeeeeeee

I GOT MY NEW PHONE!

okay.

i really miss my old phone, and i think my old phone is better.

BUT THIS PHONE IS COOL TOO!

just that i've no time to edit some stuff and add contacts so it's very weird and empty now LOL

YAYYYYY!
like finally :D

science never gets boring. 'cept for bio.

YESYESYES.
SCIENCE
is very intesting.
with the exception on biology which makes me fall asleep 15minutes into lesson.

physics is really interesting, and i'd love it as much as chem IF THE TCHER DOESNT SUCK SO MUCH.

dang. stupid tchers.

the bestest best friend.

YESYES.
tomorrow!
I AM GOING OUT WITH WEIJIE AGAIN :D
like finally.

TWO MOVIES IN A ROW O:
yes, she rocks.

a tearful day.

today was hsk. it was easy crap.

everyday starts out on a happy and light mood for me.
but always. ALWAYS. changes 180degree upon reaching home.
i dont know how to be content. yes that's true.

isnt that why i'm always trying harder?

do any of you know parents who dont even care about their child's result, but ironically feels that the child "should have done a lot better than this" without any words of encouragement?

it's tiring, trying to meet everyone's expectations.
especially when they can easily bring up a person for comparison.

i cant break free of the chains holding me down on the ground.

[edit]
I SEE A RAY OF LIGHT!
:D:D:D:D:D:D:D
yesyesyesyesyesyesyesyesyesyesyesyesyesyesyesyesyesyes
[/edit]

shit crap freak die dammit i am so screwed

shit
shit
shit
shit
shit

I DID NOT MEAN TO TELL ON HIM.
I SWEAR I DIDNT.
I DIDNT EXPECT HIS MOTHER TO TAKE THE PHONE FROM HIM.

shit.

i'm very very very very guilty now.

i really tried letting things be. i really did. though it was wrong.
but i really really really did try.

shit.

HAPPYYYYY BIRTHDAY TOILETTE THE HAZEL! :D

come back! YOU CAN STAY AT MY HOUSE :D
i really dont mind, duh. who would?
okay, happy happy jubilant elated whatever birthday.

lalala~

today was okay.
though i'm just so tired ):
the moment i see mouse lee, i feel all my energy being drained from me.
so i was tired throughout the day. WHY MUST SHE COME BACK. roar. i swear she has some evil power that drains you energy and make you weak and succumb to her. that must be it. what an evil, evil creature.

geog was boring. i dont get why everyone is so fascinated by mrs ong's story. it feels unreal, somehow or rather. but she's nice, that's undeniable. it's just the subject. if she though physics, i'd love her to heaven. because then, jeanne lim will be gonegonegone! and then i'll FINALLY start to UNDERSTAND physics. it's really the teacher's fault that i dont understand physics. i didnt seem to have problem understanding physics last year when mr teo taught us! -.- it's not my fault, really.

okay so now. LANGARTS. was spent doing something that all of us already know -.- ESSAY WRTING AND PARAGRAPHS. and whoever that still dont know what a thesis statement is by now, i really dont know what to say. it has been taught again and again and again and again since sec 1 and it'd ALMOST be stuck in my brain if i had paid attention today. but i didnt. i fell asleep, and ms goh didnt bother waking me up. she would have, usually. wonder why she didnt today LOL.

but i really did know and understand everything that she wanted to teach tday so i guess it's alright ._. oh and we're supposed to write a speech in week 3 :D i'm quite looking forward to it. i can do so much better at essays and stuff in ENGLISH than in CHINESE . argh. that's the complete opposite of primary school. dang.

house meeting was a waste of time [:

went to JE for lunch with yuching. and passed my phone to the person who is gonna service my phone. not the person itself, but his maid. LOL. she patiently waited for 45 mins cause i gave her the wrong number to call ><"

SLEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEP.

ohh, the agony

today was an okayday.
school is boringggggg like hell as usual.
i cannot believe we had 1horu 20mins of physics.
jeanne lim is out to kill. she sucks, anyw.

'sides that, i think it was quite slack.
L2S isnt here today, which is goodgoooooodgoooooooood.
miss wong is absent too. dang. i'd rather have maths than get more of physics.

WE DIDNT GET BACK ANY OF OUR PAPERS TODAY.
ROAR.

argh. what happened to giving us our report card back by this week?
at the rate we're going, that's IMPOSSIBILITY.

i didnt go for the HSK shit that was supposed to last for 2.5hours.
instead, i went to change/clean my dressing. ouch.
THE DOCTOR. HAS NO IDEA. WHAT IS. GENTLER.
he was damn rough i'm telling you. ouchouchouch. the agony.
i was practically writhing in pain. argghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.

worse, i've to clean it myself from tmr onwards. oh hell.
i'm gonna faint when i see my flesh. oh the joy, oh the agony, oh the hell.
get over it. it's only blood.

I FINISHED MIDNIGHT SUN! :D

my big, fat, ugly toe.

I've been semi-crippled.

it hurts like hell and i cant walk properly.

my poor, big, fat. ugly toe.

hoho. no PE/wearing sch shoes for 1 weeeek :D

the stupid medicinessss that i've to eat D:

IT'S ALOT. packed till the plastic bag wanna burst alrdy -__-

butwhatever. i've finally finished my lang arts essssssay :D

happy birthday to me.

I LOVE RVC YEAR 2 GIRLS! :D

ytd was a really great day! :D

FOR WHAT HAPPENED YESTERDAT TILL 7pm, PLEASE GO TO http://ohh-s0-jaded.blogspot.com/ FOR DETAILED POST.

hahaha. i had a greatttttt time fooling around LOL.
WE EVEN RECORDED O REX GLORIA! dang, i miss italy.
and the really nice thing is that they actually bought me a cake. heh.
thanks so so so so so so so much, girls(:
i think this is the first time i celebrated my birthday with friends LOL.
but it was a really heart-warming celebration for meee.

went to JP for second round! :D celebration with my family. LOL. it was the usual thing, basically. except that there's alot of nonsensical bickering and stupid discussions. haha. it's not the negative kind of bickering. it's the fun, light hearted kind of argument. which was rare since we hardly even talk. went for a movie afterwards. it's hilarious, the movie. but i cant seem to cry at the sad parts. instead, i started laughing LOL. cant help it, i dont know what's a sad movie anymore.


OKAY SO I REACHED HOME. i immediately compiled the list of people to thank. haha. AND THERE WAS MORE PRESENTS WAITING FOR ME! there was this mysterious big blue box lying in the fridge, and I GUESSED WHAT EXACTLY IT WAS BEFORE OPENING IT. see i'm darn smart. and thennnnnnnnnnn. there was a REGISTERED MAIL from lydia! :D hahahaha. she's this blog shop owner that i bought things from.

she's a wonderful person :D i bought a necklace from her and she gave me a free pair of earrings! it's HANDMADE, by the way! and of course, she mailed it to me for free too. how nice(: registered mailing isnt cheap, yeaknow!

other gifts given previously:
- Breaking Dawn (mummy)
- yuanfang's very sweet letter
- $30 for blogshopping (merwyn)
- $50 for blogshopping (jasline)
- $150 from daddy.


I'D LOVE TO EXTENT MY THANKS TO THE FOLLOWING PEOPLES:

- tszkiu
- chingxing
- pekkhoon
- xinyi
- amelia
- yiling
- yathei

thank you so much, for the wonderful day. i really enjoyed myself [:
for pictures, VISIT CHINGXING'S BLOG.

nownow, list of ppl who wished me happy bday, thankyou as well:
(in no particular order)

1. yita
2. siewlin
3. vanessa
4. yuanfang
5. joelle
6. ray
7. chingxing
8. weijie ♥
9. merwyn
10. taylin
11. yewhui
12. pekkhoon
13. mingshin
14. joanne
15. xinyi
16. wenzhong
17. Yue Yin
18. Li zhen
19. Heping
20. Irene
21. Janelyn
22. Jasline
23. Joel
24. Yuching
25. Tszkiu
26. ZhiYing
27. Yanpeng
28. Weiping
29. yuning
30. rebecca
31. mummy
32. daddy
33. yiling
34. amelia
35. yathei
36. toilette
37. kangchyi
38. qingyi
39. zhijie
40. kheehui
41. junjie
42. lydia
43. mutang
44. weikai
45. jiarong
46. ruth
47. qinghe
48. yihong
49. crystal

here're some pictures of theee presents i've received today.


everything received today. they're all really thoughtful and amazing presents [:


chocolate and necklace from amelia, tszkiu, yiling and heping
carvings on necklace: love faith hope


Poem by pekkkkkhoon
A rose in a garden,
In the lifeless city.
People stand in awe,
As they view this beautiful flower.

They see her strong character,
As she stands in comparison.
Among all others,
Among her thoughs.

People fell,
When they thought.
They didnt have hope,
In this lifeless city.

But when she asked,
Would you dance with me?
The people stood up and danced.
Everyone, together.

There goes the city,
Changed.
As this beautiful rose,
Provided the will.


registered mail from LYDIA!


what's INSIDE. arent they preeeeetty?


THE NECKLACE!♥ i think it's very nice [:
it can be used as both a bagcharm as well as a necklace!


the mysterious blue boxxxxxx. i alrdy untied the ribbon LOL.



TA-DA! the doggy soft toy and and and ROYCE CHOCOLATE.
i didnt take picture of the chocolate itself. IT'S THE DARK BLUE BOX, THOUGH! :D:D


hanging from the dog's ribbon-collar is a phone chain thingy.
IT HAS MY SIGN. VIRGOOO :D


see see see! THE PENDANT IS REALLY NICE. there's a die in the middle, with my sign.


pressent from xinyi & pek. it's another necklace! ♥
I LOVE RVC SEC 2 GIRLS!


a crystal made butterfly pendant :D


chingxing's bottle of star. her poor blistered fingers. hahaha.


THE HOLY AZONE NOTEBOOK!


SEE! it's addressed to me. i'm so touched :D


tilt your necks to read a page of it, peeps! NCX nearly filled up the entire book! O:


another randomly selected page from the notebook! LYRICS :D
i really love NCX's present. hahahaha. she spent a whole lot of time on it yea!
THANK YOU NGCHINGXING, I LOVE YOU ♥♥♥

dang. i'm another year older.
crap. i'm 14
damn. i'm aging O:


happy unbirthday to me.

one more hour

There's still an hour left.

"oh, the joy!
what a pleasant surprise!"
har har.
my dad came back to celebrate my birthday with me.
so now, it's impossible for me to finish my work.

howhowhowhowhow nice.

you just turned older.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY YUCHING AND JOELLE! :D