life is boring.
lessons as usual
mrs look nv scold me for my hair, leelaoshi did -.-
din swim. lie to teacher, then ran 2.4km.
lol. bath blahblah chatchat wadever/
then film!
MWAHA. FINALly DONE =/
anddddddd! then we went lan.
we as in. the guys and me ._.
took 197 to JE then mrt back home.
sheesh
my posts are getting boring D;
ITALY! COME QUICK!

uhh.
lessons.
nth to say.
chinese was horrible.
assembly was boring zzz
fell asleep =/
wanted to do that stupid MV at first, but everyone complain this complain that
end up nv do.
great. splendid.
waste more time lor.
tmr do. after swimming. wtf.
have to cancel the plans made D;

what happened i do not know, and i dont wish to know either.
it's none of my business and i shall not ask.
but if she's gonna treat people around her like this,
her selfishness will result in enemies, no matter how nice/cute she appears to be.
i have no right to judge her, but if she's hurting my friend,
i would have to interfere.

she cant get away wif every mean things that she does to others
juz becuz she's cute. or so they say
it's juz not fair to the rest.
yea. that's it. cry ur eyes away. you're blind to not see what a hypocrite u are.
yes. that's it. tear till you choke, that would end my sufferring of hearing you speak.
no, that's not it. stop breaking people's heart and then talk to them as if nth happened.
no, that's not it. harm done, cant be undone.

if you think we wont understand what u're going through, then dont tell us how sad/depressed you're feeling
cuz that's plain stupid and so bloody obvious that u're seeking attention from i dont know who.
and dont cry over stupid things such as losing ur pencil. that's juz retarded.
no,. the word retard is too nice yo use on you.
yes, stop the acting.
why? becuz it's irritaing. and stupid.
doenst help if it makes u look like a bitch.

ha. byebye. be gone.

suayness.
relearning of parts.
high notes.
BREATHE.
i cannot believe this.
there's a reason why i'm in alto right? T__T
stupid high notes, be gone.
stamina.
stamina.
stamina.
run more
run
run
runrunrun
and breatheeeee.
=(

I'M OBSESSED WIF MY NEW SOCKS!
I'M TRYING NOT TO BITE IT ;DDDDD

lessons were okay.
leelaoshi used her lesson to change our seats.
troublesome ppl zzz
today is a harsh day, too many emotions involved..
coffee makes me sick.
then choir, pt 4 rounds. as usual, my face went super red.
tat's cuz my blood circulation is toooooooo good -.-
wadever.
choir, the italy thing.
a mess.
indecisions.
peer pressure.
lack of confidence.
too little people going
it's plain horrible.
wad can i say?
nothinggg.
stupid.

ahh wadever.
all i know is.
i muz keep my motivation up,
i muz continue working hard.
i muz prepare myself for the work load.
i muz do my best.
no more slacking.
i'm gonna hate this but it's what i chose to do.
and i'll do it to the best of my abilities.




i cant believe she did that.

today was a nice day.
in fact, really really really happy day
till now.
i cant believe how much i'm affected by him
it's not a good thing
i juz told him everything.
and i cant help but tear.
it's really selfish of me
to hurt him so much when he had always been there.

okay. so ytd, was tuesday..
ohh nth much happened.
choir was juz talking about the italy trip and miss tham's penang post mortem
released at 4.45pm
stayed in sch, did hw wif lezahtheROCK outside the music room
SHE REVIVED MY PASSION FOR CHOIR!
we shall rock italy!
we decided to study after sch on every none CCA days.
which is monday and wednesday lah,
since i have swimming on thurs D;
and we're gonna leave the last 1/2 hr for ONLY choir stuff.
had a small talk wif zhiying, and she said she wants to join us too!
lol ;D
then hazel's parents gave me a ride to queesntown.
on the car, we were chatting about room crashing
and i told her my theory about tall ppl ;D
then i accidentally pronounced guokai as muokai
and then we went on to laugh like shyt ;DDDDDDD
then we changed more ppl's name

laiseng = muai seng
chng ming shikn = mung muing shin
wenzhong = muenzhong
chingxing's the cutest LOL her's is muing muing ROFL

I TOOK THE TRAIN ON THE WRONG SIDE ;D
again -.-
yay, then home sweet home.

todayy nth special agn.
there's this gay MV thing -.-
grp study was okay.
mingshin wanted to come see wad we're doing,
so he forced yanpeng to come find us in 1E
cuz i think yanpeng needs help wif maths
then he threatened yanpeng that he wont help her unless she goes wif him to 1E
makes sense? o.o
so they came.
did maths, MS taught us maths too -.-
and they left! yay! BYEBYE ;D
YANPENG IS NOT GOING TO ITALY T____T
=(
so then was choir mini prac
we revised almost every single song that we know.
hahahaha
and some other extras LOL
practically everything in my file luh xD
then home agnn

i'm uber proud of myself.
i din switch on my com until i finished all my hw!
self control.
the RESULT OF SELF CONTROL ;D
unlike wenzhong, who went to do his work only at 10pm AFTER using the com.
wahahahaha xD

AND THANKYOU TO THOSE GREAT SAINTS WHO SENT ME THE TWO SONGS ON HAZEL'S BLOG.

yay i'm bak from penang, and sick.

17th jan
reached sch at 6am, helped carry down the shoes and stuff.
my nike bag rocked. i only had 1 sling bag wif me :D
boarded the bus, had stops in between for breakfast, lunch and toilet.
the guy's bus broke down [MWAHAHHA]
and we had to make a u-turn to fetch some of them,
while the others went on an express bus to penang.
when we reached, it was already 10.
when we first entered the hotel room, we were super scared lahh
then we din dare open the toilet door and the wardrobe
then pekkhoon suddenly SCREAM
and we thought there was sth
so xinyi and i SCREAMED too LOL
had dinner at 10+ at a nearby hawker centre
i was suffering from gastric, cuz i din eat anything since 6am.
then i swallowed my dinner.
but i ate too fast, so my stomach hurts
so yuning and i went walking around the hawker centre.
walk and walk and walk
then we dragged chingxing, then soon, almost all the girls were there.
and we went bak to the hotel :D
had a lil chat wif xinyi and pek, slept at 1++
sick.

18th Jan
woke up early, went to 6th lvl for breakfast.
in full sch uni :D
after that we went to chung ling high school for an exchange
they're the ppl who organised the performance thing.
this daniel guy
HE'S DAM PRO.
his voice is proness x proness.
and he reminds me of a actor in HK.
but i cant rmb who.
then we played some "ice breaker games"
which didnt really break the ice cuz it only lasted for like 1/2 hr?
had practice on our own after that so we din really interact much.
had lunch at this seafood place
food's quite nice :D the fish rocked, the fried squid rocked too ;D
yujun's table stole food from us.
cuz my table were all sec 2 girls and we dont eat much LOL
and we were entertained by gordon who was mixing this "drink"
lol
went bak to hotel, practiced claps wif mostly the sec 2s + a few of the sec 3s
bathed, changed, went down, bused, settled down, practiced, skipped dinner.
i was sitting there and guokai, elijah, laiseng, zhengyang, mingshin, etc and etc were chatting beside me -.-
then becuz my hair was covering my eyes and i was looking down, guokai thought i was crying LOL
and it was performance time :D
the 1st 2 songs were okay.
il est and as torrents.
i smiled till i had cramps zzz
chat wif ppl around me for awhile, keep reminding them to smile till their jaws ached
wenzhong wished me goodluk, tszkiu continues to smile beside me, chingxing sitting there doing nth, and i freaking out and saying "i'm gonna die", and mingshin saying "u wont die so easily" from behind -.-
and i thought i was gonna faint.
laiseng keep telling me to relax lol
zhuliguan and karimata was quite horrible.
ESP zhuliguan
no one was looking at sizheng and everyone rushed like hell.
after performance, i totally zi-highed
it was fun lah seriously.
i think i was juz trying to forget that we din do tat well in the performance.
then zi highed on the way bak to the hotel
and all the way till i sleep.
room crashed alot of ppl, with the ohh-so-crazy lezah
crashed everyone yujun+sizheng, zhiying+qiyuan+yanpeng+luohui and watched them jump around, crashed weikai, crashed zhengyang and took photos of him trying to touch the ceiling by jumping on the bed
crashed veron, then crashed 231 and stayed there
merwyn kenghwee weiping qinghe albert. watched them gay LOL
damn hilarious.
stole mingshin's ipod. and drained his battery
sleeeeeeeeeeeeeeep
and still sick.

19th jan
i woke up first agn -.-
pek and xinyi nv put alarm, and they were almost late.
cuz i forgot to wake them up :D
cuz i thought we still had time
but i forgot we need breakfast LOL
then packed and went for this this this trip up to the mountain
I WANNA GO TOY MUSUEM T____T
LIFE SIZE CHUKY + STITCH + MANY MORE T__T
took this horribly slow tram and continue draining mingshin's ipod batt -.-
TOOK LOTS OF PICS! YAYYY :D
went shopping at queensbay shopping centre
walked around wif yuning at the 1st lvl but couldnt find anything
2nd lvl, nth
3rd lvl, FINALLY STH ;D
yuning bought prez for irene and her classmate
then i bought din know whether to buy the jacket or the shoe.
ended up buying 2 shirts and some other weird weird stuff
had lunch at 3+ and went to meet up wif choir at 4.45pm
it was supposed to be 4.30 zzzz
we forgot the time :D
they lengthened the shopping trip to 6.30
and gave us 20 bucks for dinner.
yuning and i went shopping for more clothes and i bought a chio bag ;D
skipped dinner.
we din know where to go already so we lagged around
then went to KFC for a drink and saw elijah, laiseng and su zhe
elijah gave me a token -.- they were at the archade b4 tat zzz
when we were chionging bak, we met mingshin and tjakra
i think they got lost or sth, then decided to follow us.
and obviously i have no sense of direction.
when we finally found the right way bak, they rannnnn all the way and disappeared -.-
yuning says running in a shopping mall is unglam ;D
went bak to the hotel and cx and pk were going crazy over some weird plush toys
hazel rocked ;D
she always does.
LEZAH THE ROCK!
mwahahaha
then lezah and i bathed.
i packed my bag and imuz say my nike bag rocks ;D
i stuffed everything, including the costume, and everything i bought into the bag.
and i used my new bag cuz it's harder to fold.
and i put my shoe box in it lol -.-
yayyie. and i was done packing XD
met up wif lezah to room crash others agn XD
but this time, we stayed mainly at room 231
cuz merwyn weiping kenghwee qinghe albert yuqi mingjun were super entertaining
i wanted to leave after like 2 hrs?
cuz i was getting bored mah lol
then they entertained me agn LOL
iun the end, i stayed there till 1+ i think
watched this not so scary horror movie on my own o.o
wow
first time ;D
cuz pek and xinyi fell asleep -.-
i survived a horror movie! :DDD
slept at 4.
and still sick.

20th jan
last day.
woke up at 7.30am, but went bak to slp cuz pek and xinyi werent up
woke up at around 8 cuz chinging came knocking on our door zzzzz
i was the first to finish preparing agn
went to 6th lvl agn, and had a quick breakfast
nth much happened on the bus
juz bought lots of snacks and ate on the bus
no buses broke down this time -.-
nth much, juz slept.
and still sick.
had a hard time getting home.

21st jan, today.
woke up at 5.45am, couldnt move much.
my whole body was aching and i din feel well
stayed at home, went to docs, had medi
smsed some ppl.
slept, blahblah.
couldnt get my hw
i saved the wrong contact lah wth -.-
wthwthwthwth and wth.
I NEED TO CATCH UP WIF HW D<
and there's cca tmr.
i'll die.
and i'm still so sick.
R&J is quite boring zzz.

long post, bye.

alright.
i'm officially sick.
1 day b4 the penang trip.
i'm pro ehh?
spreaded by the ohh-so-great chingxing, and worsen by myself.
by sleeping while my hair is still wet.
energy-less now.
i dun even rmb wad mr ong said.
hais. goldfish memory zzz
let's hope
that i can get well by tmr.
if not, my mum wont allow me to go.
maybe i'll juz pretend to be okay tmr.
juz to get pass my mum zzz.
bak to memorising scores.
and curse qinghe. for not doing his part, and making them change my place.
to the 1st row. to take his place.
AGAIN.
grr.

SWIMMING WASNT AS BAD AS I THOUGHT IT WOULD BE!
okay lah. at first it was kinda embarrassing.
but it was like
we got into groups quite quickly, and there werent any guys in my grp so yeaa
i lied to the instructor XD
shhhh~
i took silver, but i decided not to go to the group i was supposed to go
so
i went wif my friendsss to another group :D
it's more fun XDDDDD
we only need to
thread water, breast stroke, etc.
the proer group more sian. i only see them lectured by the instructors
my instructor is nice also XD
we went to visit the beginner's grp LOLLLL
then taught mei en back stroke, and played aroundd
started raining
waited for my turn to bath
and my friends said i'm slow zzzz
cuz obviously i took like
30mins? to bath LOL -.-
then when i came out, i was the only one left XDDDD
and they were already eating without me D<
then we walked in the rain, and came home.
i've thought of another idea for my HE file.
it'll rock :D

HAPPY BDAE WEIKAI! :DDDDDD

say CM early morning lol
sch was okay todayy.
except for the ever SO long assembly
chionged home, continued doing my stuff.
no hw today! yay :D

sch was okay.
i managed to survive the lessons
CCA was..
generally okay.
there were worse ones.
but i got horribly depressed towards the end of the prac.
so in the end, it was horrible.
and zhengyang was telling us about our voioce placement thingy.
tried dunno how many blardy million times b4 yanpeng said i got it right
but it STILL doesnt sound right.
and karimatanu, the song we worked on so hard for SYF
everything gone and forgotten.
and how bloody useless can i be?
i'm so pissed off wif myself now. zzz
grr.

YAY! my new cash clothes!
that blue this is the effect of my cash weapon.
the JANUS SWORD :D

ahh. the first weekend since the reopening of sch.
the firstday was kinda nice
no lessons, juz fun.
but there was comm+subcomm meeting afterwards
which seriously bored me out although the 2 ZYs were sitting right in front of me
i only suggested sth.
juz one thing.

then 2nd day was kinda not tat good.
my eyes threatened to fall throughout the lessons
last period was PE and we took out height and weight
then there was 50mins left, so we played capts ball.
we owned the 1D girls x.x
then we tried throwing the ball through the netball hoop thing
AND I MANAGED TO THROW IT IN!
but juz once xD

and today was okay.
alot of stuff to do
busybusybusy
AND I FELL ASLEEP EVEN THOUGH I DRANK A WHOLE BLARDY CUP OF COFFEE
zzzzz
how am i gonna survive? zzz
then it was choir
changed into choir tee
PT, only capts ball
level against level.
my idea zzz
some din like it, but at least all participated i guess..
AND I GOT SUNBURNED LAH OMG.
zzz
how come i get burnt so easily? T___T
choir was very short.
cuz there was announcements which took up lots of time
it's about the PENANG trip.
and cherie said sth that made me feel like murdering her -.-
x.x
sectionals, blahblah
and we had to sing in pairs.
i was the first pair
wif chingxing
singing that bonbon song -.-
yanpeng and siewlin keep telling me to sing louder cuz i'm correct,
but i still dun feel as if it's correct leh..
it feels weird and so wrong to me zzz
so they insisted i'm correct,
and i insisted i'm wrong.
we got dismissed, but we stayed behind to continue wif the songs
we din really use technique lahh. cuz it's mainly getting the notes and rhythm right
but zhengyangcame to kacao us -.-
and told us to sinnggggg for him to hear -.-
no choice zzz
then lagged awhile, got a ride from hazel's parents to dover.

buhbye.
i'm frigging tired.

YAY!
2008 IS HERE!
it's a new year.
new challenges, new friends
and more stuff to do -.-
and it marks the near end of the 2month holidays tat most of us enjoyed :)
SO LET'S CHEER FOR 2008 AND WAVE BYEBYE to 2007!

AND GRATS! ME~ for REACHING LVL 140!

okay. now i can FINALLY stop being a no lifer
and concentrate on studies :D
i'm not gonna lvl for a long long time
x.x
but it's good.
to lvl on 1/1/2008
it's a new year, and i'm looking forward to meeting 1E'07 / 2E'08 AGAIN!
it'll be a BRAND NEW experience and it'll be fun xD
wif the not that much awaited WM trip -.-
and other stuff.

enough of crapping, here's to wish everyone a great year ahead! :)

x333! loves&cheers :))