it's been a long long long time since i felt this way.
the feeling, worse than death itself.
especially when you cant help but to stare and wonder.

I'm happy, naturally.
3E is great, except for the classname.
all the teachers are awesome, except for one.
cca is going fine, except that i dont know what i'm supposed to do
things're fine at home, except for my dad going crazy.
i have the choir ppl with me in class, except that it's only them.


why is there an exception for everthing in my life?


i cant fit into the class just yet.
'cause it still feeels super weird to be in the class.
i dont even talk to anyone except for cx pk and xinyi
maybe shaun and tzechong sometimes, but they're scared of me for some reason.
and then i'm told that i'm very negative, and that i'm too fierce,
but some say that i should be fierce, so who should i listen to?

this sucks. big time.