i'm so tired i think i can sleep for 48hrs straight.

i'm basically waking up each morning, not knowing what to do except for my daily routine: brush my teeth, change into my uniform, go to school, finish up the pile of homework, sleep. everyday's almost the same, it doesnt matter if it's monday, or sunday anymore. i feel as if i cant breathe anymore. no, life isnt that stressful. as in, the work load is still okay. it's just that, my life is plain screwed.

i spend my days procrastinating even though i know i should not. i worry and worry about little stuff and it's starting to suffocate me. i do things that i know is wrong, and yet, i still do it. i feel trapped up in this tiny world, where the only thing that i can think of is school. everything i do now is related to school.

i dont really know what i'm talking about, but i know that i'm wasting precious time when i should be at my study table, scribbling furiously on my foolscap pad and finishing my history assignment. but i dont feel like doing anything like that. i just wanna try getting scolded by the teacher for not doing my work. that stupid, i know.

and now, there's this very annoying tingxie tmr. i have no idea what it is for. we're being treated like primary school kids. which SERIOUSLY, i dont appreciate. how can this help us? can someone please enlighten me? i really dont get it. it's time wasting and it's killing my braincells. what a waste of cells!

forget that. i'm just so tired, i dont feel like doing anything. i know i'm repeating what i said, but it just shows how stupid i'm feeling right now. stupid, retarded, noobed. maybe i've always been stupid, retarded and noobed, just that i didnt realise it till now. just maybe.

i wanna sleep ):