a tearful day.

today was hsk. it was easy crap.

everyday starts out on a happy and light mood for me.
but always. ALWAYS. changes 180degree upon reaching home.
i dont know how to be content. yes that's true.

isnt that why i'm always trying harder?

do any of you know parents who dont even care about their child's result, but ironically feels that the child "should have done a lot better than this" without any words of encouragement?

it's tiring, trying to meet everyone's expectations.
especially when they can easily bring up a person for comparison.

i cant break free of the chains holding me down on the ground.

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I SEE A RAY OF LIGHT!
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