today was hsk. it was easy crap.
everyday starts out on a happy and light mood for me.
but always. ALWAYS. changes 180degree upon reaching home.
i dont know how to be content. yes that's true.
isnt that why i'm always trying harder?
do any of you know parents who dont even care about their child's result, but ironically feels that the child "should have done a lot better than this" without any words of encouragement?
it's tiring, trying to meet everyone's expectations.
especially when they can easily bring up a person for comparison.
i cant break free of the chains holding me down on the ground.
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I SEE A RAY OF LIGHT!
:D:D:D:D:D:D:D
yesyesyesyesyesyesyesyesyesyesyesyesyesyesyesyesyesyes
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Saturday, September 13, 2008
Wednesday, September 10, 2008
shit crap freak die dammit i am so screwed
shit
shit
shit
shit
shit
I DID NOT MEAN TO TELL ON HIM.
I SWEAR I DIDNT.
I DIDNT EXPECT HIS MOTHER TO TAKE THE PHONE FROM HIM.
shit.
i'm very very very very guilty now.
i really tried letting things be. i really did. though it was wrong.
but i really really really did try.
shit.
shit
shit
shit
shit
I DID NOT MEAN TO TELL ON HIM.
I SWEAR I DIDNT.
I DIDNT EXPECT HIS MOTHER TO TAKE THE PHONE FROM HIM.
shit.
i'm very very very very guilty now.
i really tried letting things be. i really did. though it was wrong.
but i really really really did try.
shit.
HAPPYYYYY BIRTHDAY TOILETTE THE HAZEL! :D
come back! YOU CAN STAY AT MY HOUSE :D
i really dont mind, duh. who would?
okay, happy happy jubilant elated whatever birthday.
lalala~
today was okay.
though i'm just so tired ):
the moment i see mouse lee, i feel all my energy being drained from me.
so i was tired throughout the day. WHY MUST SHE COME BACK. roar. i swear she has some evil power that drains you energy and make you weak and succumb to her. that must be it. what an evil, evil creature.
geog was boring. i dont get why everyone is so fascinated by mrs ong's story. it feels unreal, somehow or rather. but she's nice, that's undeniable. it's just the subject. if she though physics, i'd love her to heaven. because then, jeanne lim will be gonegonegone! and then i'll FINALLY start to UNDERSTAND physics. it's really the teacher's fault that i dont understand physics. i didnt seem to have problem understanding physics last year when mr teo taught us! -.- it's not my fault, really.
okay so now. LANGARTS. was spent doing something that all of us already know -.- ESSAY WRTING AND PARAGRAPHS. and whoever that still dont know what a thesis statement is by now, i really dont know what to say. it has been taught again and again and again and again since sec 1 and it'd ALMOST be stuck in my brain if i had paid attention today. but i didnt. i fell asleep, and ms goh didnt bother waking me up. she would have, usually. wonder why she didnt today LOL.
but i really did know and understand everything that she wanted to teach tday so i guess it's alright ._. oh and we're supposed to write a speech in week 3 :D i'm quite looking forward to it. i can do so much better at essays and stuff in ENGLISH than in CHINESE . argh. that's the complete opposite of primary school. dang.
house meeting was a waste of time [:
went to JE for lunch with yuching. and passed my phone to the person who is gonna service my phone. not the person itself, but his maid. LOL. she patiently waited for 45 mins cause i gave her the wrong number to call ><"
SLEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEP.
come back! YOU CAN STAY AT MY HOUSE :D
i really dont mind, duh. who would?
okay, happy happy jubilant elated whatever birthday.
lalala~
today was okay.
though i'm just so tired ):
the moment i see mouse lee, i feel all my energy being drained from me.
so i was tired throughout the day. WHY MUST SHE COME BACK. roar. i swear she has some evil power that drains you energy and make you weak and succumb to her. that must be it. what an evil, evil creature.
geog was boring. i dont get why everyone is so fascinated by mrs ong's story. it feels unreal, somehow or rather. but she's nice, that's undeniable. it's just the subject. if she though physics, i'd love her to heaven. because then, jeanne lim will be gonegonegone! and then i'll FINALLY start to UNDERSTAND physics. it's really the teacher's fault that i dont understand physics. i didnt seem to have problem understanding physics last year when mr teo taught us! -.- it's not my fault, really.
okay so now. LANGARTS. was spent doing something that all of us already know -.- ESSAY WRTING AND PARAGRAPHS. and whoever that still dont know what a thesis statement is by now, i really dont know what to say. it has been taught again and again and again and again since sec 1 and it'd ALMOST be stuck in my brain if i had paid attention today. but i didnt. i fell asleep, and ms goh didnt bother waking me up. she would have, usually. wonder why she didnt today LOL.
but i really did know and understand everything that she wanted to teach tday so i guess it's alright ._. oh and we're supposed to write a speech in week 3 :D i'm quite looking forward to it. i can do so much better at essays and stuff in ENGLISH than in CHINESE . argh. that's the complete opposite of primary school. dang.
house meeting was a waste of time [:
went to JE for lunch with yuching. and passed my phone to the person who is gonna service my phone. not the person itself, but his maid. LOL. she patiently waited for 45 mins cause i gave her the wrong number to call ><"
SLEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEP.
Monday, September 8, 2008
ohh, the agony
today was an okayday.
school is boringggggg like hell as usual.
i cannot believe we had 1horu 20mins of physics.
jeanne lim is out to kill. she sucks, anyw.
'sides that, i think it was quite slack.
L2S isnt here today, which is goodgoooooodgoooooooood.
miss wong is absent too. dang. i'd rather have maths than get more of physics.
WE DIDNT GET BACK ANY OF OUR PAPERS TODAY.
ROAR.
argh. what happened to giving us our report card back by this week?
at the rate we're going, that's IMPOSSIBILITY.
i didnt go for the HSK shit that was supposed to last for 2.5hours.
instead, i went to change/clean my dressing. ouch.
THE DOCTOR. HAS NO IDEA. WHAT IS. GENTLER.
he was damn rough i'm telling you. ouchouchouch. the agony.
i was practically writhing in pain. argghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
worse, i've to clean it myself from tmr onwards. oh hell.
i'm gonna faint when i see my flesh. oh the joy, oh the agony, oh the hell.
get over it. it's only blood.
I FINISHED MIDNIGHT SUN! :D
school is boringggggg like hell as usual.
i cannot believe we had 1horu 20mins of physics.
jeanne lim is out to kill. she sucks, anyw.
'sides that, i think it was quite slack.
L2S isnt here today, which is goodgoooooodgoooooooood.
miss wong is absent too. dang. i'd rather have maths than get more of physics.
WE DIDNT GET BACK ANY OF OUR PAPERS TODAY.
ROAR.
argh. what happened to giving us our report card back by this week?
at the rate we're going, that's IMPOSSIBILITY.
i didnt go for the HSK shit that was supposed to last for 2.5hours.
instead, i went to change/clean my dressing. ouch.
THE DOCTOR. HAS NO IDEA. WHAT IS. GENTLER.
he was damn rough i'm telling you. ouchouchouch. the agony.
i was practically writhing in pain. argghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
worse, i've to clean it myself from tmr onwards. oh hell.
i'm gonna faint when i see my flesh. oh the joy, oh the agony, oh the hell.
get over it. it's only blood.
I FINISHED MIDNIGHT SUN! :D
Sunday, September 7, 2008
my big, fat, ugly toe.
I've been semi-crippled.
it hurts like hell and i cant walk properly.
my poor, big, fat. ugly toe.
hoho. no PE/wearing sch shoes for 1 weeeek :D
the stupid medicinessss that i've to eat D:
IT'S ALOT. packed till the plastic bag wanna burst alrdy -__-
butwhatever. i've finally finished my lang arts essssssay :D
Saturday, September 6, 2008
happy birthday to me.
I LOVE RVC YEAR 2 GIRLS! :D
ytd was a really great day! :D
FOR WHAT HAPPENED YESTERDAT TILL 7pm, PLEASE GO TO http://ohh-s0-jaded.blogspot.com/ FOR DETAILED POST.
hahaha. i had a greatttttt time fooling around LOL.
WE EVEN RECORDED O REX GLORIA! dang, i miss italy.
and the really nice thing is that they actually bought me a cake. heh.
thanks so so so so so so so much, girls(:
i think this is the first time i celebrated my birthday with friends LOL.
but it was a really heart-warming celebration for meee.
went to JP for second round! :D celebration with my family. LOL. it was the usual thing, basically. except that there's alot of nonsensical bickering and stupid discussions. haha. it's not the negative kind of bickering. it's the fun, light hearted kind of argument. which was rare since we hardly even talk. went for a movie afterwards. it's hilarious, the movie. but i cant seem to cry at the sad parts. instead, i started laughing LOL. cant help it, i dont know what's a sad movie anymore.
OKAY SO I REACHED HOME. i immediately compiled the list of people to thank. haha. AND THERE WAS MORE PRESENTS WAITING FOR ME! there was this mysterious big blue box lying in the fridge, and I GUESSED WHAT EXACTLY IT WAS BEFORE OPENING IT. see i'm darn smart. and thennnnnnnnnnn. there was a REGISTERED MAIL from lydia! :D hahahaha. she's this blog shop owner that i bought things from.
she's a wonderful person :D i bought a necklace from her and she gave me a free pair of earrings! it's HANDMADE, by the way! and of course, she mailed it to me for free too. how nice(: registered mailing isnt cheap, yeaknow!
other gifts given previously:
- Breaking Dawn (mummy)
- yuanfang's very sweet letter
- $30 for blogshopping (merwyn)
- $50 for blogshopping (jasline)
- $150 from daddy.
I'D LOVE TO EXTENT MY THANKS TO THE FOLLOWING PEOPLES:
- tszkiu
- chingxing
- pekkhoon
- xinyi
- amelia
- yiling
- yathei
thank you so much, for the wonderful day. i really enjoyed myself [:
for pictures, VISIT CHINGXING'S BLOG.
nownow, list of ppl who wished me happy bday, thankyou as well:
(in no particular order)
1. yita
2. siewlin
3. vanessa
4. yuanfang
5. joelle
6. ray
7. chingxing
8. weijie ♥
9. merwyn
10. taylin
11. yewhui
12. pekkhoon
13. mingshin
14. joanne
15. xinyi
16. wenzhong
17. Yue Yin
18. Li zhen
19. Heping
20. Irene
21. Janelyn
22. Jasline
23. Joel
24. Yuching
25. Tszkiu
26. ZhiYing
27. Yanpeng
28. Weiping
29. yuning
30. rebecca
31. mummy
32. daddy
33. yiling
34. amelia
35. yathei
36. toilette
37. kangchyi
38. qingyi
39. zhijie
40. kheehui
41. junjie
42. lydia
43. mutang
44. weikai
45. jiarong
46. ruth
47. qinghe
48. yihong
49. crystal
here're some pictures of theee presents i've received today.
everything received today. they're all really thoughtful and amazing presents [:
chocolate and necklace from amelia, tszkiu, yiling and heping
carvings on necklace: love faith hope
Poem by pekkkkkhoon
A rose in a garden,
In the lifeless city.
People stand in awe,
As they view this beautiful flower.
They see her strong character,
As she stands in comparison.
Among all others,
Among her thoughs.
People fell,
When they thought.
They didnt have hope,
In this lifeless city.
But when she asked,
Would you dance with me?
The people stood up and danced.
Everyone, together.
There goes the city,
Changed.
As this beautiful rose,
Provided the will.
registered mail from LYDIA!
what's INSIDE. arent they preeeeetty?
THE NECKLACE!♥ i think it's very nice [:
it can be used as both a bagcharm as well as a necklace!
the mysterious blue boxxxxxx. i alrdy untied the ribbon LOL.
TA-DA! the doggy soft toy and and and ROYCE CHOCOLATE.
i didnt take picture of the chocolate itself. IT'S THE DARK BLUE BOX, THOUGH! :D:D
hanging from the dog's ribbon-collar is a phone chain thingy.
IT HAS MY SIGN. VIRGOOO :D
see see see! THE PENDANT IS REALLY NICE. there's a die in the middle, with my sign.
pressent from xinyi & pek. it's another necklace! ♥
I LOVE RVC SEC 2 GIRLS!
a crystal made butterfly pendant :D
chingxing's bottle of star. her poor blistered fingers. hahaha.
THE HOLY AZONE NOTEBOOK!
SEE! it's addressed to me. i'm so touched :D
tilt your necks to read a page of it, peeps! NCX nearly filled up the entire book! O:
another randomly selected page from the notebook! LYRICS :D
i really love NCX's present. hahahaha. she spent a whole lot of time on it yea!
THANK YOU NGCHINGXING, I LOVE YOU ♥♥♥
ytd was a really great day! :D
FOR WHAT HAPPENED YESTERDAT TILL 7pm, PLEASE GO TO http://ohh-s0-jaded.blogspot.com/ FOR DETAILED POST.
hahaha. i had a greatttttt time fooling around LOL.
WE EVEN RECORDED O REX GLORIA! dang, i miss italy.
and the really nice thing is that they actually bought me a cake. heh.
thanks so so so so so so so much, girls(:
i think this is the first time i celebrated my birthday with friends LOL.
but it was a really heart-warming celebration for meee.
went to JP for second round! :D celebration with my family. LOL. it was the usual thing, basically. except that there's alot of nonsensical bickering and stupid discussions. haha. it's not the negative kind of bickering. it's the fun, light hearted kind of argument. which was rare since we hardly even talk. went for a movie afterwards. it's hilarious, the movie. but i cant seem to cry at the sad parts. instead, i started laughing LOL. cant help it, i dont know what's a sad movie anymore.
OKAY SO I REACHED HOME. i immediately compiled the list of people to thank. haha. AND THERE WAS MORE PRESENTS WAITING FOR ME! there was this mysterious big blue box lying in the fridge, and I GUESSED WHAT EXACTLY IT WAS BEFORE OPENING IT. see i'm darn smart. and thennnnnnnnnnn. there was a REGISTERED MAIL from lydia! :D hahahaha. she's this blog shop owner that i bought things from.
she's a wonderful person :D i bought a necklace from her and she gave me a free pair of earrings! it's HANDMADE, by the way! and of course, she mailed it to me for free too. how nice(: registered mailing isnt cheap, yeaknow!
other gifts given previously:
- Breaking Dawn (mummy)
- yuanfang's very sweet letter
- $30 for blogshopping (merwyn)
- $50 for blogshopping (jasline)
- $150 from daddy.
I'D LOVE TO EXTENT MY THANKS TO THE FOLLOWING PEOPLES:
- tszkiu
- chingxing
- pekkhoon
- xinyi
- amelia
- yiling
- yathei
thank you so much, for the wonderful day. i really enjoyed myself [:
for pictures, VISIT CHINGXING'S BLOG.
nownow, list of ppl who wished me happy bday, thankyou as well:
(in no particular order)
1. yita
2. siewlin
3. vanessa
4. yuanfang
5. joelle
6. ray
7. chingxing
8. weijie ♥
9. merwyn
10. taylin
11. yewhui
12. pekkhoon
13. mingshin
14. joanne
15. xinyi
16. wenzhong
17. Yue Yin
18. Li zhen
19. Heping
20. Irene
21. Janelyn
22. Jasline
23. Joel
24. Yuching
25. Tszkiu
26. ZhiYing
27. Yanpeng
28. Weiping
29. yuning
30. rebecca
31. mummy
32. daddy
33. yiling
34. amelia
35. yathei
36. toilette
37. kangchyi
38. qingyi
39. zhijie
40. kheehui
41. junjie
42. lydia
43. mutang
44. weikai
45. jiarong
46. ruth
47. qinghe
48. yihong
49. crystal
here're some pictures of theee presents i've received today.
everything received today. they're all really thoughtful and amazing presents [:
chocolate and necklace from amelia, tszkiu, yiling and heping
carvings on necklace: love faith hope
Poem by pekkkkkhoon
A rose in a garden,
In the lifeless city.
People stand in awe,
As they view this beautiful flower.
They see her strong character,
As she stands in comparison.
Among all others,
Among her thoughs.
People fell,
When they thought.
They didnt have hope,
In this lifeless city.
But when she asked,
Would you dance with me?
The people stood up and danced.
Everyone, together.
There goes the city,
Changed.
As this beautiful rose,
Provided the will.
registered mail from LYDIA!
what's INSIDE. arent they preeeeetty?
THE NECKLACE!♥ i think it's very nice [:
it can be used as both a bagcharm as well as a necklace!
the mysterious blue boxxxxxx. i alrdy untied the ribbon LOL.
TA-DA! the doggy soft toy and and and ROYCE CHOCOLATE.
i didnt take picture of the chocolate itself. IT'S THE DARK BLUE BOX, THOUGH! :D:D
hanging from the dog's ribbon-collar is a phone chain thingy.
IT HAS MY SIGN. VIRGOOO :D
see see see! THE PENDANT IS REALLY NICE. there's a die in the middle, with my sign.
pressent from xinyi & pek. it's another necklace! ♥
I LOVE RVC SEC 2 GIRLS!
a crystal made butterfly pendant :D
chingxing's bottle of star. her poor blistered fingers. hahaha.
THE HOLY AZONE NOTEBOOK!
SEE! it's addressed to me. i'm so touched :D
tilt your necks to read a page of it, peeps! NCX nearly filled up the entire book! O:
another randomly selected page from the notebook! LYRICS :D
i really love NCX's present. hahahaha. she spent a whole lot of time on it yea!
THANK YOU NGCHINGXING, I LOVE YOU ♥♥♥
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